how i feel today

I need something in my life. Like, something that i have passion for. Something that I will want to do for the rest of my life. Like, a sports or anything. I need a favourite pastime. I want to feel like i'm eighteen years old and not just waiting at home, doing nothing. I need to start taking chances. But where to start? The first step is always the hardest. I really have no idea on what i'm good at or have passion for.