this is me

Sorry that i can't trust people easily. It's an issue that has been with me since secondary school days. I have the tendercy to over think and be over suspicious about things. I have this thinking that if a person can hurt you in the same way once, he might hurt you in the same way the second time. I don't like me being this way but somehow or rather I can't help it at times. Seeing how the people whom I reallly care for telling a lie right in front of me. Sometimes I pretend that I don't know about things or wouldn't even dare to find out the truth for fear that the truth hurts.

This is just me. I would keep trying, learning how to trust people.