what a would heart wish for

Darling is going to get enlisted. I have always been fearful of changes, be it a small change or a big change. I guess people are somehow like that right? We like staying in our own comfort zone,reluctant to make any changes to it. But somehow, this time, I think I'm ready for all these changes. I know that circumstances may change but the heart would never.

Hope this isn't just my one sided thinking...

My eyes are closing, it's time to sleep.
April, please be good to me.

Sometimes, the best way to gain someone's attention is to not give them yours

Another normal day

Too many thoughts to be penned down with words.
Somethings I guess I would never comprehend.

things that never change.

SA is finally over. Finally got my freedom back. There's so many things on my to-do list. Been procrastinating since forever. Shall get the first two things done tml!

Goodnight.

nothing matters

one more day and I will regain my freedom. Can't wait to shop, can't wait to so many more things.
everything is gonna be alright, I know who would catch me if I ever fall...

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

wana be

Don't you?
via'bottleofjack

love that never fails

why are you so awesome?

feelin' half deadddd
studying is killing me, taking a short break now, shall continue mugging at ten.
I miss shopping.
Just got to suck it up. okayzzz, back to history now.

you're what you are

random shots taken on fri
will update more soon (;

this is me

Sorry that i can't trust people easily. It's an issue that has been with me since secondary school days. I have the tendercy to over think and be over suspicious about things. I have this thinking that if a person can hurt you in the same way once, he might hurt you in the same way the second time. I don't like me being this way but somehow or rather I can't help it at times. Seeing how the people whom I reallly care for telling a lie right in front of me. Sometimes I pretend that I don't know about things or wouldn't even dare to find out the truth for fear that the truth hurts.

This is just me. I would keep trying, learning how to trust people.

this makes me cry

"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times"

This is how i feel

Love everything about us.
the smile.
the eating together.
Hugs.
the making fun of each other.
the tears.
the hth talks.
the way you would be there for me.
the daily good morning and goodnight calls/ text
my way of sharing happiness with you
the catching, the falling
the wrestling
the soccer days
my pms days
when i'm stress
the anniversaries
the movie time
hoilding hands with you
seeing you waiting for me
how you love to eat sweets
going hospital with you
breaking down in front of you.
your child like face
the way you disturb me

None of any expectations matter actually, just want to keep you here, with me.