Friday, April 22, 2011

I like

Yesterday night was so carefree. My mind was clear. Just chatting with the girls till night time. Wish for more of such nights to come.

excerpts from vanishing acts

"when you're pregnant, you can think of nothing but having your own body to yourself again; yet after giving birth you realize that the biggest part of you is somehow external, subject to all sorts of dangers and disappearance, so you spend the rest of your life trying to figure out how to keep her close enough for comfort"

"when I was sophie's age, I would hear my father say things like I have lost my wife in a car accident, and it made no sense to me: if he knew where she was, why didn't he just go find her?"

"it took me a lifetime to realize things don't get lost if they don't have value- you don't miss what you don't care about"

Monday, April 18, 2011

living with eyes closed

I think there's 6 more months left. My heart is determined but i'm lacking stamina somehow.
God, please make this work.

I want lots of ice cream. Like truck loads of them

Friday, April 8, 2011



Monday, April 4, 2011


wish we didn't hv to say goodbye but two weeks is going to be over fast. God will be watching over you (;
Till I see you again

Sunday, April 3, 2011

The day I know how to roller blade (;
Love you darling.

Friday, April 1, 2011


You will never know how much a person might mean to you when you first lay your eyes on them. How much that person can bring joy to you life, how much he/she can change you from inside out.

I'm a weird person somehow. I cry when I'm happy,I cry when I'm angry. The older I get, the more sentimental I become. Watching dramas or simply seeing a old couple renewing their vows again can send me to tears. I guess its because I somehow can feel their happiness, what they have been through to get this far together. I panic easily too. When things don't go as planned, i will just automatically switch to "panic mode" and thats why I always say a little prayer before my exams.It works for me somehow, there's just this peace inside. Try it. Say a little prayer.

So many things that I have to change inside of me. I will try next week not to complain that much and be thankful for what I have around me. I'm blessed, I have to remember that. Well, till then.